Thursday, August 16, 2012

Moving



We are in a pickle here in North Texas. My husband has a great job with exelent benefits and decent pay. The problem is that things are becoming more and more expensive to purchase and for some reason no one is willing to take a chance on an out of work house wife who is almost thirty-three years old. If they are willing to take the chance it is a sales job that I don't want. I want to go to work every day and know that whether or not I was as effieceint as I could have been I will still be getting a decent wage at the end of the week. I am becoming more and more restless here in Texas. I have a few friends but no close friends. My parents are here as well as one Aunt. My Mother-in-Law lives about two hours from our home and we see her a few times a year. Problem I am having is that I want to move back to South Florida. We were all so much happier there. The lifestyle was much more laid back and even though I was working full time we did more as a family than we do now. I am trying to find a way to tell my husband that I want to move back and that I want to sell our house and that I am going to go ahead of him with our youngest son while he stays and works and the kids finish the school year, which by the way doesn't start for overe a week.
I have been so depressed lately that I haven't been able to sleep. So I am so tired durring the day that nothing in our house gets done. I so do not know what to do.
If I go ahead of my husband I have to have a job already lined up. He has one as soon as he gets to South Florida. I could take my old job back but there are already three other ladies working in a small office and there is only so much to do even on the busiest of days. That means I need to find a place for my family to live and move all of our stuff down there by myself. A really good paying job would help. Because my husband's checks would still go toward paying all of the bills for our current house until it is sold or rented. And if we rent the house, we have to rely on my dad to take care of stuff that is wrong with the house and get payment so that we don't lose the house until it is sold.
I don't know what to do.
Even writing about it isn't helping me any. I guess I need to talk to my husband. Just not sure how to bring up the subject.
I am ready for this move. Not sure if he is.
Hope so.